what happened to all the free time I used to own and waste?

Yeah... it's time for me to grumble about my misery. but I'm not miserable - I'm shocked and stressed and I don't even have time to be depressed! what the hell?

Soo the magic explanation is that I'm taking future in my own hands and I'm volunteering in theatre so I can learn stuff and become an actress :'D

For now I have: dancing class, two acting classes (one to work with text and one to work on emotions), my other theatre group, lot of small events, lot of things to draw for posters and tickets and all that stuff, and three plays (a small part in Kafka's 'Trial', a small part in 'Ad Leones', and the thing I'm super excited about a part in mr. Kratonik's ~kartoNowy play)

And it's brilliant and wonderful and oh my god my life has a meaning - but also I don't really have time for my friends and for school and for that little thing called matura (which is our polish A Level)

I am so excited and so busy working I don't have time to worry.

oh well